I have no idea why, but I still cant upload any pictures from my laptop!
Anyway, I shall just paste the URL from my facebook, hence, for my relatives who wish to check out the photos, kindly visit: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=137723&id=524847834&l=d5e6fa7e30
Back to lots of packing again! Initially when I was told that I only have a 20kg luggage allowance, I was pretty sure that I am going to pay alot of fine in the airport tml! Oh well, so I cut down alot on my books and skincare products...BECAUSE I DUN WANNA WASTE MONEY! Hahaha! Have to transit in Hongkong this time round, not excited at all...nth fun abt taking plane kk..very boliao especially when you are alone leh :(
Moving on to my 3rd year in Uni, time flies manz! I always get really excited (though abit sianz) when I return back to Beijing because I am kinda looking forward to the challenges ahead....but year 3 seems rather slack compare to year 2 so I am kinda discourage...hahahaha! Ok, anyway, I shall try to read more and learn alot more cultural stuff for this semester! Shall make the best out of it since I am going to graduate in just 2 years! Jia you!
Ok, needa visit my granny, pack my stuff, and update the EOL blog before I leave again! Jia you!
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Updates!
2 more weeks and I will be back in Beijing. Time to pack again! The feeling is truly different everytime I go back to school, halfway through my journey and I cant wait to finish it! Not that I hate the country I am studying in, but i just miss home 24/7 everywhere I go besides Woodlands Drive 16. Perhaps I hate changes in my life, which isnt really good. hahahaha!
Finally managed to filter and make sufficient cards for the last batch! Yippy! Going to send it to Singpost this coming friday! At least I did sth meaningful this year too :) Special thanks to all EOL members who take the initiative and effort to "chiong" for the cards in my place and Singpost. hahaha! I am very grateful to have you guys :)
Ok yes, I must also thank Samuel from Nan Hua. I never thought that anyone of his age could have such wonderful dreams manz. Very impressive! Not forgetting Warren Teo Shen Wei too...who is 2 hours late, take 30 mins to complete one sentence "亲爱的同学",and lastly drawing on my hand everytime he "happy"... but yah, thanks alot for the chocolate and your help of cos :)
Had dinner with Chaoshun and Wanyee after the "presentation" at CDAC! And regarding the miscom with CDAC, I seriously thk its freaking funny but liwei thinks otherwise. HAHAHAHA! thanks alot! Ok, back to the dinner...CHAOSHUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN....seriously, 你真的很好笑！Lets catch up again after I return bk to Singapore next semester kk....lets compete the 《唇亡齿寒》again manz! Dun just rmb the first sentence kk...李老师 will be really sad!
Had dinner with Sebas yesterday at Orchard. I didnt know Sakae Sushi serve really nice curry chicken eh! Happy that everything is progressing really well for him, jia you jia you!
Granny's 70th Bday this coming saturday...totally run out of ideas...shall write a list of things I am suppose to do tml! If not I will forget somehow. hahahaha!
Shall update abit more soon :) Nights everyone :)
Finally managed to filter and make sufficient cards for the last batch! Yippy! Going to send it to Singpost this coming friday! At least I did sth meaningful this year too :) Special thanks to all EOL members who take the initiative and effort to "chiong" for the cards in my place and Singpost. hahaha! I am very grateful to have you guys :)
Ok yes, I must also thank Samuel from Nan Hua. I never thought that anyone of his age could have such wonderful dreams manz. Very impressive! Not forgetting Warren Teo Shen Wei too...who is 2 hours late, take 30 mins to complete one sentence "亲爱的同学",and lastly drawing on my hand everytime he "happy"... but yah, thanks alot for the chocolate and your help of cos :)
Had dinner with Chaoshun and Wanyee after the "presentation" at CDAC! And regarding the miscom with CDAC, I seriously thk its freaking funny but liwei thinks otherwise. HAHAHAHA! thanks alot! Ok, back to the dinner...CHAOSHUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN....seriously, 你真的很好笑！Lets catch up again after I return bk to Singapore next semester kk....lets compete the 《唇亡齿寒》again manz! Dun just rmb the first sentence kk...李老师 will be really sad!
Had dinner with Sebas yesterday at Orchard. I didnt know Sakae Sushi serve really nice curry chicken eh! Happy that everything is progressing really well for him, jia you jia you!
Granny's 70th Bday this coming saturday...totally run out of ideas...shall write a list of things I am suppose to do tml! If not I will forget somehow. hahahaha!
Shall update abit more soon :) Nights everyone :)
Monday, August 17, 2009
Dont try to disturb me!
Actually, I am suppose to visit my grandma this morning and my dad will always volunteer to send me there since its really far away....hougang eh...
But somehow, my dad didnt wake me up when he left home! I heard him opening my door and calling my name but I simply refuse to respond...thking that he will come and wake me up again...
BUT HE DIDNT EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
When I finally woke up, I realised that he left the house already! So I gave him a call...
Me: Daddy! why u didnt wake me up!
Dad: I went in to call u already...( actually I know..but...hahaha)
Me: Aiyo..then why u didnt call me again...
Dad: I call u u didnt respond eh...and I dont dare to try again...
DONT DARE!!!! Hahahaha! Seriously, anyone who wake me up from my beauty sleep is apparently sucidal manz...no joke...
I screamed at my mum tht day too..hahahahaha! She was damn angry..but she didnt scold me after that becos we are of the same pattern!
Returning back to Beijing in another 3 weeks time...seriously hope to find some volunteer job there manz! Actually, I am thking of doing volunteer work in maybe nepal or india for a month at least sometime next yr...but I am still not aware of my schedule manz....Jia you! Shall try to find work too! Hahahaha!
But somehow, my dad didnt wake me up when he left home! I heard him opening my door and calling my name but I simply refuse to respond...thking that he will come and wake me up again...
BUT HE DIDNT EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
When I finally woke up, I realised that he left the house already! So I gave him a call...
Me: Daddy! why u didnt wake me up!
Dad: I went in to call u already...( actually I know..but...hahaha)
Me: Aiyo..then why u didnt call me again...
Dad: I call u u didnt respond eh...and I dont dare to try again...
DONT DARE!!!! Hahahaha! Seriously, anyone who wake me up from my beauty sleep is apparently sucidal manz...no joke...
I screamed at my mum tht day too..hahahahaha! She was damn angry..but she didnt scold me after that becos we are of the same pattern!
Returning back to Beijing in another 3 weeks time...seriously hope to find some volunteer job there manz! Actually, I am thking of doing volunteer work in maybe nepal or india for a month at least sometime next yr...but I am still not aware of my schedule manz....Jia you! Shall try to find work too! Hahahaha!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Smart Choice
Exactly 2 years ago, I could still rmb clearly how "people" insulted my choice of studying in China.
How they despise my parents for allowing me to study in Beijing.
How they use the word " Waste Money" " No Future" " Dumb Choice" to describe my interest.
And I will never forget how these "people" give me that "you are just another trash" look during Chinese New year.
" I cant recognise you...after you go China, you just look like them "
" Oh your brother is studying Chinese too....hmmm...."
" Oh..your brother studying in NTU...ok la...go China waste ALOT of money you know."
Its amazing how people think you know. If you are studying English in UK/US...you have a damn bright interest manz! If you study Chinese in China...everything in Singapore is in english...no future...
Seriously, go and read the news these days...the govt is trying to send more people to study in China.
有时候，人类总喜欢走捷径。
所以说话的时候，话语从不经过大脑，直接破口而出。
有时候，人类总觉得多做点儿什么，就代表诚意。
所以思考的时候，思路从不出自大脑，反而从屁股出发。
How they despise my parents for allowing me to study in Beijing.
How they use the word " Waste Money" " No Future" " Dumb Choice" to describe my interest.
And I will never forget how these "people" give me that "you are just another trash" look during Chinese New year.
" I cant recognise you...after you go China, you just look like them "
" Oh your brother is studying Chinese too....hmmm...."
" Oh..your brother studying in NTU...ok la...go China waste ALOT of money you know."
Its amazing how people think you know. If you are studying English in UK/US...you have a damn bright interest manz! If you study Chinese in China...everything in Singapore is in english...no future...
Seriously, go and read the news these days...the govt is trying to send more people to study in China.
有时候，人类总喜欢走捷径。
所以说话的时候，话语从不经过大脑，直接破口而出。
有时候，人类总觉得多做点儿什么，就代表诚意。
所以思考的时候，思路从不出自大脑，反而从屁股出发。
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Random
I wanted to post pictures eh! But sth seems to be really wrong with Blogger manz!
Celebrated Liwei's birthday with wanyee on saturday before we head down to Orchard! Hahaha! Shop again! But I did try to curb my spending since I am not working this semester :)Ok yes, but the number of bottles of bodywash we bought is sufficient to last us for a year manz!
And yes Liwei, luckily your 1018 didnt "open" kk...if not we will haunt you for at least another year!
But yah la, Happy 22th Birthday, may you eh...Start behaving like an adult kk! hahahahaha! No lah...just kidding...
Went down to CDAC today...the MRT Map hor is truly sickening kk! There is this yellow line that link Bishan to Paya Lebar mah! I saw it on the map eh! Then I alight at Bishan and couldnt find the mrt that can go Paya Lebar loh!
IF THE STATION IS NOT READY YET.....DONT INCLUDE IT IN TEH MAP MAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Very misleading de leh!
But anyway,luckily Chengkai was there if not I thk I will never be able to reach CDAC manz.
Ok, not exactly, without my phone I think we will never get there loh!
Finally I realise that my smartphone isnt that stupid afterall. Hahahaha!
Its horribly hot today manz...and erm..the CDAC abit lok cok!
Meeting Warren and Yeesheng tml for dinner...go city hall again.........very far.......but ok la...since I going bk to Beijing le :)
Celebrated Liwei's birthday with wanyee on saturday before we head down to Orchard! Hahaha! Shop again! But I did try to curb my spending since I am not working this semester :)Ok yes, but the number of bottles of bodywash we bought is sufficient to last us for a year manz!
And yes Liwei, luckily your 1018 didnt "open" kk...if not we will haunt you for at least another year!
But yah la, Happy 22th Birthday, may you eh...Start behaving like an adult kk! hahahahaha! No lah...just kidding...
Went down to CDAC today...the MRT Map hor is truly sickening kk! There is this yellow line that link Bishan to Paya Lebar mah! I saw it on the map eh! Then I alight at Bishan and couldnt find the mrt that can go Paya Lebar loh!
IF THE STATION IS NOT READY YET.....DONT INCLUDE IT IN TEH MAP MAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Very misleading de leh!
But anyway,luckily Chengkai was there if not I thk I will never be able to reach CDAC manz.
Ok, not exactly, without my phone I think we will never get there loh!
Finally I realise that my smartphone isnt that stupid afterall. Hahahaha!
Its horribly hot today manz...and erm..the CDAC abit lok cok!
Meeting Warren and Yeesheng tml for dinner...go city hall again.........very far.......but ok la...since I going bk to Beijing le :)
Monday, August 10, 2009
真相
我其实，又回去了。
一路上，我说了一堆自己都理不清的废话。
死命的聊，聊到我爸都嫌我烦，而我也就那么轻松地遮掩了心中的那股刺痛。
或许那是一种心理作用，但滴血的痛，又怎能作假。
在他墓前，我缓缓地用湿纸巾把一层又一层的灰尘抹掉，但还是有一些污垢我始终擦不掉。即时使出了手腕的力量，顽固的污点仍无法去除。尝试几次后，我默默地看着他的遗照，那么俊俏的面孔，海南人四方脸扁鼻子的特征为何在他身上却如此迷人。
我婆婆，真的是前世修来的福，才能在今世成为他的妻子。
为什么？我常问，事隔九年，但却没有一个人知晓。
为什么我要失去一个我还没珍惜的人。
为什么我爸爸要失去他还未尽孝的人。
为什么为什么为什么为什么为什么为什么？
为什么选择用一把椅子和窗户结束你的人生。
九年前，我家门外出现了好几双靴子。简单的，朴素的，熟悉的，黑色的，警察的。
“他有什么疾病吗？”那是警察叔叔问我而我唯一能回答的问题。我怨恨我其它问题中回复的“我不知道”。同一屋檐下，我竟然什么都不清楚。
我站在客厅里，愣了好久，走到窗前，椅子原封不动还在，我小心翼翼地把它推开，往下一看，看见了他。原来，彩色的布料是为迎接新生的到来，而白色的布料则是送别死者的离去。他被抬进“黑车”的那一瞬间，我的心仿佛被什么东西钻了个洞，至今仍无法填补。
公公遗留下的，就是那么一滩血。浓密的鲜血过了几个小时，就成了褐色。叔叔和爸爸泼了几桶水，地上的血才明显冲淡，过后连一点痕迹都全无了。我始终无法忘记这一幕，因为地上的那滩血，从鲜红转变成褐色的那滩血，至今仍在我体内流着。
八年后，我到了四川彭州市，512地震的的极重灾区。四处一片狼藉，死者的家属，悲痛的情绪，哀悼的亲人，一切的一切，为何如此熟悉？在那里，他们把我带到一个坍塌了的大桥。地震发生后，解放军把一具具尸体排放在那座桥上，死相残忍，鲜血染红了地面，我站在上面，不知为何，很想马上离开，我在逃避，但还是勉强呆了很久。
那晚，我在鱼江南小学度过了一个我毕生难忘的夜晚。一闭上眼，脑海里出现的，是公公躺在棺材里，满脸伤痕，头骨一处凹进的遗容。再次尝试时，看见的是地上那一滩浓密的鲜血，洒满在那座桥上，洒满在我的组屋楼下。
回北京后，我一连两个星期失眠，因为一闭上眼就是那恐怖的画面，一入眠就是亲人离去的噩梦。当时，我知道自己快垮了，但我选择忽视这所有的一切，极力为当地的老师筹集到了几十公斤的冬衣。最后，我到了无法说话的地步，一开口就哭，一张口就想吐的窘境。
留学在外，很多事情都是无法控制的。没有亲人的扶持，一个人的生活，真的必须学会独立，而我庆幸还有那个能力。
那是一场恐怖的回忆，但我却从中领悟到了很多，一些无法用言语形容的感触。
当然，我没有患上什么不治之症，没有精神病，只是心灵上一度承受了很严重的情绪波动，过了一阵子，就渐渐恢复正常了。
明年的情人节，我一定会再回来。
因为他不仅是我心目中的情人，也是选择在情人节当天离我而去的至亲。
一路上，我说了一堆自己都理不清的废话。
死命的聊，聊到我爸都嫌我烦，而我也就那么轻松地遮掩了心中的那股刺痛。
或许那是一种心理作用，但滴血的痛，又怎能作假。
在他墓前，我缓缓地用湿纸巾把一层又一层的灰尘抹掉，但还是有一些污垢我始终擦不掉。即时使出了手腕的力量，顽固的污点仍无法去除。尝试几次后，我默默地看着他的遗照，那么俊俏的面孔，海南人四方脸扁鼻子的特征为何在他身上却如此迷人。
我婆婆，真的是前世修来的福，才能在今世成为他的妻子。
为什么？我常问，事隔九年，但却没有一个人知晓。
为什么我要失去一个我还没珍惜的人。
为什么我爸爸要失去他还未尽孝的人。
为什么为什么为什么为什么为什么为什么？
为什么选择用一把椅子和窗户结束你的人生。
九年前，我家门外出现了好几双靴子。简单的，朴素的，熟悉的，黑色的，警察的。
“他有什么疾病吗？”那是警察叔叔问我而我唯一能回答的问题。我怨恨我其它问题中回复的“我不知道”。同一屋檐下，我竟然什么都不清楚。
我站在客厅里，愣了好久，走到窗前，椅子原封不动还在，我小心翼翼地把它推开，往下一看，看见了他。原来，彩色的布料是为迎接新生的到来，而白色的布料则是送别死者的离去。他被抬进“黑车”的那一瞬间，我的心仿佛被什么东西钻了个洞，至今仍无法填补。
公公遗留下的，就是那么一滩血。浓密的鲜血过了几个小时，就成了褐色。叔叔和爸爸泼了几桶水，地上的血才明显冲淡，过后连一点痕迹都全无了。我始终无法忘记这一幕，因为地上的那滩血，从鲜红转变成褐色的那滩血，至今仍在我体内流着。
八年后，我到了四川彭州市，512地震的的极重灾区。四处一片狼藉，死者的家属，悲痛的情绪，哀悼的亲人，一切的一切，为何如此熟悉？在那里，他们把我带到一个坍塌了的大桥。地震发生后，解放军把一具具尸体排放在那座桥上，死相残忍，鲜血染红了地面，我站在上面，不知为何，很想马上离开，我在逃避，但还是勉强呆了很久。
那晚，我在鱼江南小学度过了一个我毕生难忘的夜晚。一闭上眼，脑海里出现的，是公公躺在棺材里，满脸伤痕，头骨一处凹进的遗容。再次尝试时，看见的是地上那一滩浓密的鲜血，洒满在那座桥上，洒满在我的组屋楼下。
回北京后，我一连两个星期失眠，因为一闭上眼就是那恐怖的画面，一入眠就是亲人离去的噩梦。当时，我知道自己快垮了，但我选择忽视这所有的一切，极力为当地的老师筹集到了几十公斤的冬衣。最后，我到了无法说话的地步，一开口就哭，一张口就想吐的窘境。
留学在外，很多事情都是无法控制的。没有亲人的扶持，一个人的生活，真的必须学会独立，而我庆幸还有那个能力。
那是一场恐怖的回忆，但我却从中领悟到了很多，一些无法用言语形容的感触。
当然，我没有患上什么不治之症，没有精神病，只是心灵上一度承受了很严重的情绪波动，过了一阵子，就渐渐恢复正常了。
明年的情人节，我一定会再回来。
因为他不仅是我心目中的情人，也是选择在情人节当天离我而去的至亲。
Friday, August 7, 2009
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